PANTS OFF!
today i did a good deed for a questioned cause.
everytime you ask your mind whether the action reflects your cause, then your good old faithful heart reminds you of things behind things. why do we need reasoning?
cant we just do a thing for the sake of it?
cant we just be in a relationship for the sake of being in a relationship… instead of mending our loneliness, wanting to love and be loved, desiring someone, using them or even expecting to grow up with it (which is a wiser reasoning)…???
cant we just love God for the sake of loving Him (or Her or It) … and not because He (or She or It) is the Supreme and supposed to be loved or due to His (or Her or Its) initial love or oddly because we’re afraid of Him (or Her or It)…???
I love driving aimlessly and tuning on my CD with blasting sound. Today i decided to detour, made an extra few kms just to listen to Blaque "I’m Good"… attempting to synchronise my feelings with the tune.
So i thought i had no reasoning. But i knew at the back of my mind i was trying to convince myself to feel good, listen to the song… with a hope that i’d walk in with a smile. You see, there’s always a reason… always…
The ultimate question of human race would probably be "what is the reason i live in this world?"
My housemates and I just had a rather higher degree conversation, talking about life, reincarnation and ET… (i was shocked that after a very long time, a group of chicks can finally have a quality conversation without ‘boys’ concern in it :))
I wouldn’t deny the existence of ET creature… we have no disprove. (thanks to my beloved’s penchant for sci-fi materials, now passed on me)
And a key to knowledge is to assume that the pre-set things you believe to be true are wrong (be it "you have to get married with someone from your tribe" or "atom is the smallest particle" notions) and all the things you know wrong are right (i wouldnt jump the gun and present extreme stuff like "sins and judgement day" but perhaps things like "duck’s quack doesn’t echo" would be more comfortable for newbies)
well in other words… be open to possibilities.
To my beloved who probably reads my stuff, i brought back the Conversations With God book with me, sorry darl… but it’ll be great resource for your philosophy drama or … life… ours?
Last words… PANTS OFF! i’ve been jiggling to wee…
